Slap!

hill of montmartre with quarry 1492

this have been so hactic these past few days.... sleepless nights seems to past by unnoticed.... and i just dont have the energy to even care.

i now have new found respect for those who can keep this up without any complain...

im goin to watch PGL this saturday and i cant wait...
i really need this for myself.
just to have the time for myself is devine these days...
have u ever experienced this feeling..?

there was once a tyme when i was so "not well"...
that i left my groupmates in the middle of the night,
leavin my team speechless,
presentation not done,
panel not done,
with the presentation tomorow...!

i went back to my room and was in lullaby land in 5 minutes...

i really regret wat happened that day...
i was really tired and i was actually in the cafe trying to finish the panels for presentation but my laptop brokedown and the document got lost somwhere in hell, i suppose..
i would really like to apologize to my teammates for being such a crappy leader.

tomorrow is goin to be another presentation day...
we actually presented last week but the lecturers suddenly are not satisfied with wat they have presented which they approved beforehand....(i can never understand the otak of a lect.)
i was furious!
but life moves on...
i noe that there are a lot of people who suffers from unreasonable lecturers syndrome...
eg.my sis....

i dont want my kids to ever experience these kind of people...
with no manners,
no ettiques,
no respect towards students...

if god permits, i would love to be an educator...
lecturer?
ustaz?
nah...

i want to a normal teacher, teaching in highschool...
i dont noe why, i just do...
just maybe when a student misbehaves i could just SIMPLY give him a long, tight SLAP!

Toodles!