its different.

for those who still dont get it,
i was in the National Level debate team before,
we were the champions.
and for the past few years ive always been very proud of that.

but the thing is,
after ive been helping with the training of the new team this year,
i dont feel that proud anymore.

i feel much2 prouder helping the
new kids winning
than winning it myself.

i dont get it.
it feels weird.
i actually cried when we were announced as winners a few days ago...

i never cried in the past when we won.
i guess wes get more emotional as we grow older.

toodles...