Candy anyone?

According to Pruitt D.G., Parker J.C. & Mikolic J.M.

Annoyance is an unpleasant mental state that is characterized by such effects as irritation and distraction from one's conscious thinking. It can lead to emotions such as frustration and anger. The property of being easily annoyed is called petulance, and something which annoys is called a nuisance.

so i get annoyed easily. when i get annoyed over one matter it makes it

that much easier for me to get angry on the matters that ive mentioned in my last post.

but it does not mean that im always pissed.

yes, i get angry but one trait does not define who i am.

people are much more complex that to be defined or classified in a single group is just silly.

nor can a person be defined over an action that he/she has decided to do on

one particular day. its much harder than that.

but dont get me wrong, a person must still know how to differentiate between the

good and the bad. the Quran has stated that once a person has reached the point of

baligh (maturity) that he should be able to decide for himself what should or should not

be done. therefore he must be accountable for his actions.

but that is different topic all together.

that may involve crime, sin and judgement.

who m i to talk about that right?

i m just a person who wished he took a degree in Law. T.T

i dont like to judge a person without actually knowing the person.

i see that happening sooooOOO often these days.

in the internet, on the newspaper, its everywhere!

kids are fighting over stuff i dont even understand

how it could be a problem in the first place.

for example,

theres this girl group who is trying to debut in Malaysia called

Gula-Gula.

from what ive read,

they strive to be seen as a Kpop-ish Malaysian Group (Mpop)

they came out with a teaser poster awhile ago and

it is seen that the girls sport matching outfits mimicking groups like

4Minute, Girls Day and such..

the problem lies with the bad reception they are getting from people

all over the country.

people are saying that

1. they are wearing such skimpy outfits that puts Malaysia to shame.

2. why do we need a kpop-ish group in malaysia anyway?

3. that the girls are short and ugly.

i personally dont have a problem with the group.

who knows?!

they could be good.

its not like they have come out with music yet to be judging them so harshly.

i dont think its a problem with what they are wearing,

yeah, i get that its a bit skimpy, but come on people,

have u seen the girls in Malaysia these days?? this is actually kinda not so bad..

come on malaysia, dont tell me you havent seen worse.

dont be a hypocrite.

and i understand why a production company is going with this..

kpop these days is making huge money worldwide.

kpop sells.

the industry generates a lot of money.

why not take full advantage of it?

beside, its not like the Malaysian music industry is going anywhere right?

this could make for good competition.

*who noes, im being optimistic again*

come on people dont be stupid and start judging

things that we have yet to have any knowledge about.

learn to give things a try.

if u still dont like them after giving them a go,

then u can return to the comforts of your akademi fantasia tu.. *pfft!*

so what do you think of this kpop-ish group?

do you think they deserve the shit they are getting?

or do you think they deserve some slack?

let me know in the comments below.

toodles! :D

10 Things I Really Hate

1. I hate people who cant properly stop their vehicles before the yellow box

at intersections until the point that they cant even see the red light turn green

and the people have to honk to make him go!

as u may assume, i have road rage.

2. I hate it when relatives think i that im a smart and great student coz i noe im not

and i really was one i would still not tell any of my relatives coz they would totally

not be discrete about it and the whole clan would be expecting so much.. but the

root of the problem is still the fact that im stupid. yes.

3. i hate packing and moving. it doesnt matter when i am moving from nor where i am moving too, i always end up not finding things that are important! and it is really a problem coz i

have so much stuff and most of it are not even mine, (its borrowed) and i need to return them but i cant find where ive put it. so yeah. stress.

4. i hate that throughout all my life that people think that i good in english. to tell u the truth

i would only call myself mediocre at best. its either this people have really low standards or they really dont understand english that well at all.

5. i hate that friends think that people should act bitchy as appose to being fake. i understand that being bitchy is fun and the world would be so less interesting without people like that, but in truth, these people are just there to create lies and conflict. nothing is really gained from acting like that.

6. i hate when people say. "are u the youngest of ur siblings?"

and continued by saying "aahh, no wonder" when i say yes. wat the F is that suppose to mean?

did u do some research on the parallel similarities of youngest born child in the family that we have this traits that makes us deemed similar?

7. i hate it when people who im not really close with say that they noe me.

i especially hatex2 it when the thing that they say they "know" about me is wrong...

i dont say to people that i noe them well even if i do coz people change. and things that they do also change. the only being that noes that individual well enuf to say that is GOD and ur mom.

8. i hate people who cant understand that i love doing stuff on my own and i dont rely on people to have fun. i have my own set of stuff that i love to do and i believe everyone does. its just that i enjoy spending some time with myself. preferably with really great internet excess.

9. i hate people complaining that. i hate that i tend to complain as well.

complaining wont get you anywhere. especially if u complain about somebody

behind their back. i noe somebdy like that and i honestly wish he would

just die being role over by a steam roller. that is how annoyed i am of these people.

why do that? why do I do that?

10. i hate backbiters. if u dont like me. fine. enough. i honestly do not care. but why

spread hate to the world? if u really want to one up me u could simple just approach me?

im not that scary. im just relatively mean. i can understand that people could not be

friends with everybody they come in contact with. that would just be a miracle. but

spreading hate like that is just a low blow. its disgusting and not to mention sinful.

there u have it.

10 of the things i hate.

i have more tho.

but its the kind of hate i can still live with.

so, tell me about what u hate.

leave a comment down below.

toodles.

cotton candy pop

its been awhile since ive did a review on my

favourite beats and sounds at the moment.

so thats what im want to do today..

so first up is the song

"Pink Rocket"

from the group

Dal Shabet

this is relatively a new group in the kpop

scene as they kinda debuted earlier this

year and this song being their second title single.

what makes me actually hating myself for loving this song is

due to the simplistic nature of the song.

if u actually listen to the instrumental

version of the song which i downloaded,

the song has really simple beats

*except for the raping part.*

but i guess thats the reason why this song is in the

top 7 song of the Inkigayo song chart..

even being such a young group.

another song that i really enjoy at the moment is a song by my favourite

kpop group. this song is a very recent song and has only been realised last weekend.

"Shampoo"

by

After School

this song has resulted in the group for the first time since a year

ago to be able to perform together.

throughout the whole year this group has been doing solo and

individual promotions and in their official twitter account has mentioned that

that they have really missed performing together and have been working hard

for thier comeback performances.

this song is penned by Danshi Dance who also wrote the

song "Haru Haru" by Big Bang.

and comprises of a subtle piano melody.

simply put, i love this big group of hot ladies and watever they

come out with, I WILL LOVE!

the next song that im totally in love is a song that

i actually gave little attention to before but fell head over heels when

Hailey Reinhart sang it during last weeks American Idol

"Rolling In the Deep"

by

Adele

im totally loving her voice

*ive been in love with her voice even before this song, dont get me wrong*

i can totally understand where this song come from...

it makes me feel angry and hurt..

and gives me this sensation of reminiscing old memories,

its like so weird. XD

but yeah,

this song its not as complex as many

of the electronic sounds out there...

*sorry J.Lo, im pointing to you*

but i guess its nice to give your head a rest from all that

music that revolves around it being visual.

this song as Adele has put

to be music for the ears not for the eyes..

so yeah.

thats it for my top songs at the moment.

what song makes u feel good these days?

let me know in the comments below.

toodles.

ps. changed the layout of my blog

got tired of the layout that has remained unchanged for 2 years.

*plus my friend told me to change it.

ive gone with a minimalistic approach to my blog, u dig?

Skyscrapers in a Kampung

Last year my neighbor sold their land to a local developer.

they were the first one to give in to the stress of living in Kg Baru

*i dont find it stressful pon actually.. but well..*

they were the first one to do so from out street.

we were actually shocked that they did as they didnt tell

any of the neighbors of their plans..

i know its kinda stressful to be living in this part of town..

with all the promises from the government,

and the way politicians talked on the news as if the people living

here are social outcasts and dumb..

but hey!

who ever listens to politicians nowadays right?

so screw them..

but what to do, they moved..

*in a hurry i might add*

and the sad thing was that they had a really cute and loving cat..

named "Janggut".

they didnt bring him along.

they left him here.

my mom who is a cat lover was shocked at how

heartless my neighbors (ex-neighbor) were..

everyday for a few months, the cat would wait in front of the

door and call for the door to be opened so he could go in.

it was heartbreaking...

my mom would occasionally go next door

and leave a plate of cat food so that

the cat wouldnt literally die waiting infront of

the door waiting for his owner to come back.

but now, a year later,

Janggut mostly live in our compound as

the house next door was demolished to make way for

a 50 floor service apartment!!

which brings us to the main story of why

i m so angry right now..

first of all, the property next door is not that large in the first place.

how can they decide to make a service apartment??

plot ratio out the window???

second, the lot is like 2 metres from a residential land.

literally 2 metres from the structure of the house!

imagine the damage the construction of a 50 storey building would do!?

so today,

the people from the developer came to look at the house and take

pictures of the house before any construction would take place.

i guess they want to use it as reference when we would sue the ass

out of them if anything wrong would happen to the house...

*hopefully no construction worker falls down and break his neck on our Astro disk*

so yeah,

why do we need to have a 50 floor building in Kg Baru?

why is Kg Baru under so much ridicule in the first place?

this place is a historical landmark for Malays in Malaysia.

it has come to its 111th anniversary this year..

and this is the only place to see traditional

Malay houses in Kuala Lumpur nowadays.

everyday i see tourist walking about the streets looking at the houses

that the politicians so called rundown houses.

i feel insulted that the politicians still cant grasp

the idea of preservation and conservation

within that little brain of theirs.

but yeah,

i love this place.

i was born here,

i was raised here.

i shed tears here.

ive lost blood here.

this is my home.

and it was my great grandfathers home.

but i have a feeling that i wont be

able to raise my children here.

everybody is fond of where they come from,

as do i..

and everybody has their very own special

reason as to why its extra special..

for me mine is special because this

is the house *that as i mention just now*

that my great grandfather built almost a 100 years ago.

what special about where u come from?

tell me in the comments below.

i would love to read about it.

toodles.

Dying tree.

some people say that as people age, they get more mature.

but this is not true as

Sheldon and Kesser have proven in their book that,

"While it has been shown that older persons are generally more mature,

psychological maturity is not determined by one's age."

so basically,

if a person age does not go parallel with a persons maturity,

does it mean that it depends on the mental age?

this is also a no.

it is generally believed that the process of maturing is

learned rather than instinctive,

and is not determined by one's age.

u learn to become mature.

u dont inherit maturity,

and maturity does not come to u in a dream, ok people.

*tsk*

it comes from living and learning from life.

i guess the problem lies when a person thinks he/she is mature

and to have live life enough that

he does not see that the cycle of maturing never ends.

i dont think somebody ever stops learning how to act and be mature.

but the thing is being a mature individual is so hard!

it is much easier to retort to things and being an ass.

i usually hate it when people treat me like i dont know stuff

and as if its my first time doing it.

i usually tell people if its my first time.

so people can have a rough idea of the product that

i would produce. so if i dont say that its my first time,

it means that i have done it before and u can keep your

stupid sarcastic comments to yourself.

thats the deal with malays i guess.

not generally saying everybody...

*sapa makan cili dia terasa pedas*

that we think highly of ourselves.

and we like to make ourselves look or seem superior.

especially in the working environment.

(ok, i get it. when u work,

u want to put ur best foot forward. bla bla bla)

but one should not resort to lame comments

and being sarcastic to collegues...

i dont think its right to assume that u noe everything...

as a matter of fact i think its stupid when u do..

so, on a personal note,

i dont care to try and get close to people who i do not generally care for.

so i usually act in a generally perky and happy me and

try to restraint myself from making any comments

of what not that would make me seem as i would care at all.

i would also like people to do the same to me.

i dont want people to act like they are buddies with me.

i dont want people to make comments like they noe what i like or do not like.

i find annoying and i hate it.

so. all in all,

i just like to have people to start thinking

of what they are saying, or sms-ing or commenting or what not..

its not hard.

a second to think about it would solve hours of conflict later.

so.

i try to be optimistic and believe that everybody has a good side.

but that good side will also have shadows.

what is that shadow signifying to you?

is it immaturity like me?

or is it somtin worse?

let me noe in the comments below

and have a good day.

:)

toodles.

namaskaar

hye peeps.

ive always loved the indian culture.

the colours, the dance, the music, the life..

and it is only natural that i dream to go there sometime soon.

so, my bestbuds and i gathered one day and talked about it.

and the result being that

shaqyl, vini, hazey and i are planning to

go backpacking next march to india!

YIPPEE!!!

im like uber excited and ive been bugging

hazey so much about the tickets. *sorry haze

but yeah,

we'll be spending a month there goin proli from

Kerala *the South of india

to Kashmir *which is the north

so as any one would be,

im like super excited.

and the plan would be that the trip is gonna be like

rm5000 each so i thought that i would be needing a job by atleast

July in order to successfully collect that amount of money.

so yeah.

need to find a job.

one that is not so permanent.

so that i could quit to take that 1 month long trip.

so far,

seeing that i not doing anything at the moment.

i actually thot of working partime somewhere.

but who in the right mind would hire someone whos only looking

for work for like 3 weeks?

so i passed the idea.

now, im stuck at home,

trying not to waste to much of money

*i wouldnt even go to the store to buy my facial wash*

so yeah.

im cheap.

and im planning to go to india.

??

so tell me,

whats the one country u would love to go

if u have the chance.

and plz dont say the United States.

i will find you and hit u hard in the face.

tell me in the comments below.

:)

toodles.

ps.

a big plus if u can identify wat pic is that

that ive put in the post up above.

sunflowers

to those who didnt noe,

i started playing gamelan for an up and coming

Malaysian artist Amirah Ali for a few months now.

it was a long process before i finally did join and performed

together as during the end of last year, i was kinda busy with

other stuff.

so eventually at the start of the new year, when i decided to

stop dancing for awhile to make way for other stuff that

i had the opportunity to do this.

and its such a great decision.

Amirah Ali is an Internationally recognized singer/songwriter

if u havent heard any of her songs,

ill post a link later down below.

so,

its her vision to have pop music be incorporated with

world & traditional music elements.

so thats where we came in.

in the band, apart from the normal guitar, drums, and keyboards,

we have the bansuri (bamboo flute) and also the gamelan.

i also heard that Amirah is looking to introduce the Sape

into the mix. so keep an eye for that..

ive always enjoyed playing music.

(ive been playing music for 15 years.)

i also enjoy the roots and tradition of cultural music,

so this was very awesome for me to be able to be part of.

the band consist of such fun and awesome characters.

every single person is friendly and the first

day of rehearsal didnt feel awkward at all!

thanks kak Amirah for the inviting me as apart of

Asuhan Seni Gamelan Group to perform with the band.

:D

this is Amirah Ali's fb Page.

check out the song Katakanlah and Alone Again.

my fave 2 songs of hers.

http://www.facebook.com/#!/amirahalimusic

toodles.

ps.

we have a Korean noona in the band! :)

teardrops

hye peeps..

havent seen u in a while have i?

ive been really bz the last few months and its kinda

nice to come back and see that a few people missed reading

my blog.

so i promise to write more.

and also i promise to write more interesting post.

u noe wat??

ever since i gotten really active on twitter,

i really dont see the use of blogs anymore coz

i write everything that i want on it..

but the thing about twitter is that u have to keep it short.

hahaha. so in the i would post like 3, 4 posts on twitter..

its like the some thing like a blog post la kan?

haih~ wat the heck m i rambling about?

so,

how have u been??

ive been on a rough patch of me life

a few months ago..

everyone goes thru a rough patch rite?

but i guess im better now.

everything seems so difficult back then and

i just dont like the way i was living my life so i had to

make some changes and some hearts was unfortunately

had to be hurt. (including mine)

but all is good as im feeling better now,

*well, im getting there*

trying to surround myself with a good atmosphere.

which includes, good people, good food, good work,

good fun and good hearts. :)

so tell me about u!

wat makes u happy?

it could be anything..

a book, a painting, a certain somebody or even

ur cat.

let me noe in the comments below~ :D

toodles.

ps. im also coming closer to the end of my degree..

kinda feeling sad about saying goodbye to my friends.

i usually cry like a lot when i noe im gonna be leaving friends

so im kinda trying to hold my composure for the

next 2 months. hope it works.

parting words? *drama moment.

im leaving for HK in a few hours

and i thot i should leave some departing words..

eventho ive been doin this a few times oredy,

i doesnt stop the fact that im quite nervous about the trip.

yet again im travelling without my family,

leaving my dear Nad here..

most proli without contact throughout the whole trip.

it may appear to be only 9 days but..

haiyoh~

i one day oso mau pening kepala wo~

mom n the family plak...

im not sure how i feel.

im always apart from them,

so nine days is proli nothing much.

i would still miss them tho but thats nothing new~

aj, sarah and eizla

my darlingtons,

miss u girls so much la..

the whole sem i have no idea if ive met u guys for dinner...

Shaqyl, dD n Vini~

remember to watch the communitychannel on utube

if u ever miss me tau! hahaha

the nafastari kids,

remember to practice.

practice!!

i wanna win that trophy from UUM!!

promise me that we will give it our best.

aimi~

i wish u all the strength.

u would always have my back in wat ever u decide.

we had each others back for 14 years..

i noe wat hurts u and wat doesnt.

be strong ya~

everybody else who i care less about

but never less important.

sorry if i done anything wrong ya.

doa kan perjalanan yg selamat pergi dan balik from HK~

toodles!

Unitas

unity is a strong statement and value to hold.

its a value most politicians look to gain in their people

so that the nation can work together as one entity.

in Merriam–Webster's Dictionary of Synonyms,

it states that unity is

defined as the state of being undivided or unbroken

completeness or totality with nothing wanting.

while in islam,

unity is stated as the Islamic concept

of Unity of God, often referred to as Oneness of God,

in application to humans,

inculcates in man the realisation of the oneness of the human species,

and does away with all such barriers as divide man into racial,

ethnic and colour denominations.

This gives birth to the universal concept of equality in Islam.

well, basically unity is about combining ur

power and efforts for one cause.

so, why am i talking about unity after such a long hiatus??

ahha today,

after coming back from my weekly badminton game,

i passed thru the busy streets of Kg Baru.

there gathered a whole bunch of malay football fans

who has just witnessed the final match between

the team from Negeri Sembilan and Kelantan.

who won? i have no idea. i wouldnt care less.

so, there i witnessed a bunch of malay guys in red

all standing in the middle of the street where cars are suppose

to run on but are stuck cause of the people standing there.

these people are not doing anything~

merely standing and talking and laughing

over matters i would not want to noe.

the thing was,

nobody cared that there was such a

long line of cars gridlocked

due to these people,

i wanted to honked but i grew

scared of the fact that they could

in the end beat me to death.

so i merely cursed in the car.

i find this really interesting.

why was i scared?

i was scared at the fact that i could be gang banged by this group

of football fanatics who were all clad in red with their red flags and wat not.

malays are well aware of the power of unity.

but we are not aware of the things we should unite for.

malays are united when they see a chinese guy punching a malay boy.

*not realizing that the malay boy started it first.

malays are united at the all the wrong reasons.

i wish for a day when malays could rally unite to fight for better education for our children.

i wish for one day that malays could unite in the fight against domestic abuse.

i wanna see one day that malays would unite to stand for cancer!

i just want to one day witness malays to unite as Malaysians.

i do not understand why we keep on fighting?!?

and i dont believe anybody can answer that question.

will my wish ever be a reality?

toodles~